So.. When I first started this blog earlier this year I was feeling so motivated, inspired and determined. But after a few months I pushed myself too hard and set my goals way too high. It all became more of a chore – I felt like I HAD TO update my blog once a day, I HAD to go to the gym 4 times a week, I HAD to take photos, I HAD to measure every inch of my body and when the weighting days came, and I had not lost any weight, it felt like a massive defeat. To be honest I felt really unhappy and just had to stop. Hence why I haven’t even logged in to my blog since the last time I posted something. I can see that a few of my last posts have been very negative and as a person that really isn’t me, so I know I made the right decision to stop. However, I do miss writing and will from now on post a little update every now and then. I do wish to continue with what I started, but not as organised and as ‘strict’ like before. And I do hope you will still follow me! :D
Sorry guys! No #weighdaymayday today as I am currently in Denmark without a scale. Perfect timing during the Easter Holiday, haha! Ups.. Hope everyone is enjoying themselves!
After 6 weeks on the getting-healthy-and-fit road, I got a bit lost after so much happening at once. It’s not easy to focus on something you have always found difficult; saying no to food, while also dealing with other things. Some people will say it’s no excuse, some people are disappointed that I fell off that road and I don’t blame them. I’m pretty disappointed myself, but I know losing weight isn’t everything. Of course it’s important to me, because I want to become healthy and feel good about myself, but it has just not been my main priority.
With that being said, I feel ready to start again. I have great support from my amazing partner and we have even joined a gym together. He pushes me and although it makes me hate him sometimes, I appreciate the butt-kicking.
Today is Friday, so it is of course #weighdaymayday.
Not 110 kg, but still put on weight since last time. Let’s see how next Friday will be!